Monday, January 12, 2009

Worth

That's what this is about. I've figured it out. Beyond the selfishness, beyond the acceptance... I need to be worth something to MYSELF.

Every pound of fat, every roll brings that down.

I have this.

I can feel the mind... no it has formed. I just carved FAT into my thigh. I am happy, for the first time today. It feels better.

And that's so wrong.

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