I live in a perpetual grey-area. I struggle with perfectionism, EDNOS tendencies and depression. These are my ramblings, observations and desires. They are a reflection of what my real world will never know.
It's really bad. I lost 10 ilbs in a week. 50hours of famine. Gaining it back. Don't want it. I can't focus on anything right now. Ate so freaking much, uncomfortable. I really want to throw up.